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I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. I wanna stand with you on a mountain. I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me... And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of.. The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me... Oh can't you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's standing right before you. All that you need will surely come... I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need. I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do... Now I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wannaa lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me...

现代城市居民所遭受的一种非同一般的厌烦，与他们同大地生命的分离密切相关，它使得生命变得炽热、肮脏而又饥渴，就像沙漠中的朝圣一样。在那些富裕得使自己可以选择生活方式的人中，他们遭受的那些难以忍受的厌烦，正像它看上去显得很荒谬一样，是他们对厌烦的惧怕。为了逃避挫折型的厌烦，他们反而陷入了另一种更为严重的厌烦之中。幸福的生活在很大程度上肯定是一种平静安逸的生活，因为只有在平静的环境里，真正的快乐才能得以存在。 ----- 罗素《幸福之路》

陶者有诗曰：“结芦在人境,而无车马喧,问君何能尔？心远地自偏。采菊东篱下,悠然见南山。山气日夕佳,飞鸟相与还,此中有真意,欲辩已忘言。” 这就代表着我现在的心境。真正心灵的回归，不在于旅途之上，不在于僻静之乡，而在于心灵的平和与坦然。 无牵无挂了，该学什么就安安心心的去学，该做什么就安安心心的去做。 很久了，我慢慢地才终于理解到这里面的苦楚。只会照顾别人，却没有人宠着、疼着，有什么困难都自己忍着、扛着。那个孩子，就让我多宠爱一些吧。 岁月如斯，且行且珍惜。